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Rachel
United States
Current Residence: California
Favourite genre of music: rock, goth, metal
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so i'm nearing my 17th birthday here and even as i say that i feel old. and ive been shoved very quickly into this thing that people call "adult life" or real life if you prefer. I'm taking 4 classes/16 units at college right now and I work 3 days a week at a miserable fucking grocery store. along with balancing that, i'm trying to manage a social life and a boyfriend.
and guess what?

it's hard.

society sees and treats me as an adult even though i legally am not, and though i don't have bills to pay quite yet, this real life thing sucks. i see my coworkers that are the same age or older and they laugh in the face of life and i so badly wish that i could too. but my maturity level strictly forbids me not to. i never really have been a carefree person, but now more than ever i wish i had the courage to be just that. it seems my time of being a 'kid' is almost up and i'm trying like hell to grasp onto one last little part of it. but it's slipping. all i can do now is move forward.

so to all the little ones: don't ever wish that you could grow up faster.
enjoy it while you can.
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: my thoughts
  • Drinking: out of the holy grail

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:iconapsychologicalbother:
:p sends a hug*
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:iconapsychologicalbother:
"Favourite poet or writer: my very good friend Ben"

thats very nice of you to say that :D
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corset-whore Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2007
Yes, well it's true. and to answer your other one, I"m doing okay. busy. very busy. just started a psychology class at college.!! : ) its only a 4 week telecourse class, so there's much to do in not much time.


and...
i miss you...
a lot
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:iconapsychologicalbother:
aw I miss you too.
Im also very busy with study for scholarships.

ONLY & WEEKS TILL THEY START!!
ahhh...

an infinite amount of knowledge to absorb. I can relate.

If you want Ill send you some essays I have written- you can see if any of it is any use to you. (it is all very specific though, which is unlikely to be of much use to you.)
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corset-whore Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2007
well thank you, but i should be fine for this class. typing up 2 essays right now, one on the musuem of tolerance(holocaust) that i went to yesterday, and one on my sleep patterns and dreams of the last nine nights. that was a pretty awesome assignment.

i had a dream one night that i found a bathroom full of psychiactric meds and took a whole bunch of depakote. the next day i had a dream that i jumped off a cliff and killed myself.... oxymoron!

anywho, suppose i should be going for now.
miss you and love you, and hugs you!
bbye
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:iconapsychologicalbother:
hugs you.
how are you?
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interfeci Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2006
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