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Jessica
I can't get to sleep tonight.
This insomnia is set in tight…
I'm fearing of tomorrow's sight.
You'll be there, for the first time in a while.
And we're all afraid of what we'll hear.
I haven't seen you in so long,
and only written you once.
And it makes me feel like shit.
I'll see you tomorrow,
but only for a moment, and we'll all be filled with sorrow.
Cause once the judgement's done,
I know of what will come.
I've missed you for so many years;
and I've shed far too many tears.
So I cherish all the simple days you're here.
You've been in and out since I was nine,
and I've counted down the time,
hoping that someday you'd finally find the line.
I've lost you it seems,
and though you're never very far away,
there's always glass, and guards, and bars
that keep you there to stay.
It's been so constant; this fight.
And you know what should be done and what is right.
But somehow, the rope is drawn so tight
and somehow; we seem to all lose sight.
I pray this dance with fire will end,
hop
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Literature
Unforgiven
Kiss fate straight on the lips
and caress its sweet finger tips
’cause there’s just nothing better than…
the passion of an angry lover
And to be the unforgiven
to a majesty with ears that never listen
is like lying with your head in a noose
yet none have the courage to raise it.
Do you lie still and vow just to live?
Or do you struggle ‘til there’s nothing left to give?
Lay your memories to rest my dear;
lay your memories to rest.
And just hope that there was something to forgive.
It would be unjust; to be innocent and free
When condemned on the rocks, and your body thrown out to sea
never will you add a single grain of salt
because you’ve realized it was all just a play.
Written out by the purest of hands.
A conscience so clean, it can only demand.
Because there’s still just nothing better than;
the passion of an angry lover.
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Literature
untitled: work in progress
It's hereditary and all the signs
are left in place for you to find.
It won't go away and it won't calm down
and somehow the cure just can't be found.
And all that's left is just to breathe and
hope that one day you will see
this disease is not a curse
with your pain bleeding in every verse.
i can't remember every fucking line
and i can't write down every fucking time
the words that roll through every rhyme.
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Literature
contradiction
I need you to forgive me and someday to forget me,
for all of the things I have done and said,
but mainly, for the ones that lie ahead.
For I am lost in this life again,
with no real make-up to cover up this pain.
I’m splitting in two, and I don’t know what to do.
This decision for you; I can’t make.
And I’ll be honest, because bravery is not my game.
And I’ll be true, because contradiction sounds the same.
Now I’m struggling here, afraid to stay afloat.
Now I’m a first-rate liar, and still even better;
Because I’d rather be a mute than a beggar.
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Literature
Courage
You place it to your skin in a desperate Last Attempt.
And you pray that you have the courage
to push down hard enough to cut away that last
shred of dignity you have left.
Then... Between the hurt and the tears,
you realize that you don't.
And that in the end....
All you really wanted to do
has been stripped from you.
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Rachel
United States
Current Residence: California
Favourite genre of music: rock, goth, metal
Personal Quote: Sorry, I'm fresh outta gold stars.
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so i'm nearing my 17th birthday here and even as i say that i feel old. and ive been shoved very quickly into this thing that people call "adult life" or real life if you prefer. I'm taking 4 classes/16 units at college right now and I work 3 days a week at a miserable fucking grocery store. along with balancing that, i'm trying to manage a social life and a boyfriend.
and guess what?

it's hard.

society sees and treats me as an adult even though i legally am not, and though i don't have bills to pay quite yet, this real life thing sucks. i see my coworkers that are the same age or older and they laugh in the face of life and i so badly wish that i could too. but my maturity level strictly forbids me not to. i never really have been a carefree person, but now more than ever i wish i had the courage to be just that. it seems my time of being a 'kid' is almost up and i'm trying like hell to grasp onto one last little part of it. but it's slipping. all i can do now is move forward.

so to all the little ones: don't ever wish that you could grow up faster.
enjoy it while you can.
  • Listening to: my thoughts
  • Drinking: out of the holy grail

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:iconapsychologicalbother:
:p sends a hug*
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:iconapsychologicalbother:
"Favourite poet or writer: my very good friend Ben"

thats very nice of you to say that :D
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corset-whore Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2007
Yes, well it's true. and to answer your other one, I"m doing okay. busy. very busy. just started a psychology class at college.!! : ) its only a 4 week telecourse class, so there's much to do in not much time.


and...
i miss you...
a lot
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aw I miss you too.
Im also very busy with study for scholarships.

ONLY & WEEKS TILL THEY START!!
ahhh...

an infinite amount of knowledge to absorb. I can relate.

If you want Ill send you some essays I have written- you can see if any of it is any use to you. (it is all very specific though, which is unlikely to be of much use to you.)
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corset-whore Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2007
well thank you, but i should be fine for this class. typing up 2 essays right now, one on the musuem of tolerance(holocaust) that i went to yesterday, and one on my sleep patterns and dreams of the last nine nights. that was a pretty awesome assignment.

i had a dream one night that i found a bathroom full of psychiactric meds and took a whole bunch of depakote. the next day i had a dream that i jumped off a cliff and killed myself.... oxymoron!

anywho, suppose i should be going for now.
miss you and love you, and hugs you!
bbye
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:iconapsychologicalbother:
hugs you.
how are you?
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